Riddiculous

This is super riddiculous! -.-

I wonder what I am feeling now.

1. I think I am feeling a little bit down about this riddiculous thing.

1.1 Firstly, I did not asked for it. It's you people who have been saying about it.
1.2 Secondly, since it's you people who have said about this? Why am I the one orgainising it? Why am the ONLY ONE forever making the decisions?
1.3 Thirdly, I have got nothing to say about this thing that you people have been talking about.

2. I think I am feeling a little bit of anger.

2.1 It sounds as though there's no one else who cared and hence I am organinsing something to make my day better.
Is it really the truth?

Truth are always not what you expected.